Feeling better~

It's has been a week.
And I think I'm getting better le.
I can better understand myself and trying veyr hard to control my temper.
Realised that my temper is really v. v. BAD...
:P Those around me, thanks for staying through all these tough time with me.
I know it's been hard to you.
I'm sick today and had sleep at home for the whole day.
Had a v v GOOD rest.
And my deardear come visit me.
I was so touched~ Thanks deardear. You are so sweet.
Thanks for visiting...
I wish you will pass all your exam from now on!

Ok... now is 11.30pm. Got to go sleep le...Night...

Am i the issue here?

It have been weeks that we are on the rock? Who is responsible for this?

Am I tooo sensitive over this issue?
You have too many female colleagues and girlfriends.
I'm feeling very insecure.
You tole me I should know I'm different from them...
How different?
Time you spent with them is more than me.
They are the ones going through all the tough time.
What about me?

You are telling me we should give each other our own space.
I have been asking for that one year before.
But you don understand.
I went out with my friends, and you got angry with me.
You even show me your very black face in front of my friends and colleagues, when i missed a few missed call from you.
And now what happen?
You promise to go left at 9.30pm, but cause your friends insisted you have to finish the majong, you let me waited till 11.30pm.
You know how i feel?
I wanted to left that house right away...
And you blame me for showing black face to you.
Is that fair?

I need you to understand how i feel NOW...
Not another 2 years later.
I don have much time left.
Please, I just hope you can SERIOUS think more mature and tell me "Am I the one for you?"

If no, I will continue to move on to search for my one.

My time is running out.
Please change for me...