the ugly duckling

35 months of together - we are both too stubborn.

2010-04-23T18:04:00.003+08:00

It have been 35 months. We've been ups and downs.
Till today, I am still asking myself why do i accept to be your gf.
Do I really like you? I do not know the answer.
But i know that you are the first to ask me and I do not wan to miss the right person for me. So I decided to try.
Through these 35 months, after getting to know u and the times together, I also discover the other side of me which i dislike.
I dislike myself of being bad temper, unreasonable and throw my temper everywhere.
I hate myself.
I know you like me and I do like you now.
But beside all these, we both know that there are just something we will not agree on and it will become our obstacles in the future.
The value of money, our place to live and marriage.
There are alot of things that we need to consider before moving on to the next stage of life.
We are too stubborn,
I still remember what David had said about us.
"You are both too stubborn."
Every time when we quarrel, my mind is telling me what i should do to resolve the situation even though some time is not my fault. But my mouth just cant stop hurting you and too stubborn to say out the most important words.
I always cannot stand you for being so straight forward till I'm embarrassed.
You can criticism the people even in front of them. I totally cannot stand it.
I do not need you to feel the same with me.
But I hope you can at least hug me and sayang me.
Not keep asking questions and doubt what i am saying. Even if I am lying, all because I want you to care and notice me.
I like you and will always think of you.
Good night.

Of course the swan who had been considered an ugly duckling was very happy. But he never became vain or conceited. He always remembered how it felt to be despised and teased, and he was very sorry for all the creatures who are so treated merely because they are different from the people around them. But now that he was appreciated at last, he rustled his wings, lifted his slender neck, and sighed happily, "To think that this joy should come to one who has always been considered an ugly duckling! It's almost too good to be true."

April

2010-04-23T17:35:00.002+08:00

It's April 2010.
And it's a bad start for me...
First day of April (April's Fool), food posioning.
And the next day is my birthday. I was intend to have a celebration.
But i was lying at home for the rest of the day.
Then after my exam on 16 April, I was contacted with Hand, Foot & Mouth disease. Having high fever and went for exam.
(Just hope that the exam is at least a pass for me.)
Then till today, i'm still stuck at home.
I was in pain and hardly eat anything. But today is the last day, i hope i will fully recover and go back to my work.
I'm so bored at home and this is the first time, i wish to go out....

I will be going to Taipei on 29th April till 02nd May.
I hope this will be a trip that help me to relax and find the path for my future.
加油！

A new start of the year. Year of the golden Tiger!

2010-02-14T01:02:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!
Have not been update my life in this blog but i have not forgotten about it.
of course, i;m busy with my work and studies @ the same time.
And of course family life and personal life. Family, friends and many more.
I believe everyone have their own secret and would like to keep it to their heart. I had too. I wanna it to be just between me and myself, so I told no one.
Ok. I was actually wanting to say I want to start afresh. with my life, my family my friends and my colleagues.
I realized I had changed over these few years. If you are my friend, you should have realize it too.
But from today onwards, I wan to change back to the person who I was previously. I liked the person I used to be. Kind-hearted and not-so bad temper.
I starting to hate the Current ME. I wan to change!
I hope in this New tiger year, I will be able to change!!
Wish me luck! ^-^

Feeling better~

2009-08-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

It's has been a week.
And I think I'm getting better le.
I can better understand myself and trying veyr hard to control my temper.
Realised that my temper is really v. v. BAD...
:P Those around me, thanks for staying through all these tough time with me.
I know it's been hard to you.
I'm sick today and had sleep at home for the whole day.
Had a v v GOOD rest.
And my deardear come visit me.
I was so touched~ Thanks deardear. You are so sweet.
Thanks for visiting...
I wish you will pass all your exam from now on!

Ok... now is 11.30pm. Got to go sleep le...Night...

Am i the issue here?

2009-08-10T09:49:00.000+08:00

It have been weeks that we are on the rock? Who is responsible for this?

Am I tooo sensitive over this issue?
You have too many female colleagues and girlfriends.
I'm feeling very insecure.
You tole me I should know I'm different from them...
How different?
Time you spent with them is more than me.
They are the ones going through all the tough time.
What about me?

You are telling me we should give each other our own space.
I have been asking for that one year before.
But you don understand.
I went out with my friends, and you got angry with me.
You even show me your very black face in front of my friends and colleagues, when i missed a few missed call from you.
And now what happen?
You promise to go left at 9.30pm, but cause your friends insisted you have to finish the majong, you let me waited till 11.30pm.
You know how i feel?
I wanted to left that house right away...
And you blame me for showing black face to you.
Is that fair?

I need you to understand how i feel NOW...
Not another 2 years later.
I don have much time left.
Please, I just hope you can SERIOUS think more mature and tell me "Am I the one for you?"

If no, I will continue to move on to search for my one.

My time is running out.
Please change for me...

Is there other choice?

2009-07-15T19:51:00.002+08:00

What if...

Do we always have choices in life?
We are always wondering what if... what if...

I am feeling very tired and emotional.
What has happened? Can anyone tell me what has happened?

Can I just let go everything?
Hanging on to it is very tiring....

Anyone can help me?

"Can you help me? Charlotte."
"Hmm.." ^-^
how innocent reply from Charlotte...

I hope everything can return to the past and nothing happened.
OR can time just stop right here?

atease~

What is the most important?

2009-06-25T00:28:00.003+08:00

What is the most important thing when choosing a partner?

The Look
The Feeling
The Character
The Behaviour
The Family Background
The Wealth
The ... blah blah blah blah... and so on...

Do you really think all these matter?
I never thought that you really mind...
I am disappoint to hear what you said.
It bring me to think... Are we really suitable?
I know I have been very unreasonable and annoying...
You have been good to me.

But I am really considering... the feeling and alot of things have changed.
2 years of being together... I enjoyed and treasured every moment. And I know you had sacrificed alot for me.

I'm sorry.

My Birthday Wishlist~

2009-03-26T15:36:00.001+08:00

1. Laptop
2. HP
3. Sport shoes
4. Bagpack(for school)
5. A mp3 w sound recorder or just a sound recorder (for school)
6. Spectacles
7. Rebond my hair
8. A digital watch(sport)
9. Good health of my family
10. Passing of my exams~
11. a makeup set w makeup remover
12. birthday cards w old memories!
-End-

Sadness ~

2009-03-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

Something just emerge from the ground.
You never know what is it and it just secretly escape from your sight.

School = rushing for time!
There is always no time for this and no time for that...
Lecturers are people standing in front of the classroom, looking at the class and talking to the air.
They can just simply tell you"Go back read the textbook."
What are the lecturers in school for? wasting my money asking me to go home read the text book! What is wrong with them...
And project... it's really hard to have everyone come together and work together. So many commitment. I guess, we have to cope with it, anyway.

Work = the most stupidest thing even invented!
Who stated the rule that people got to work?
Recently, task force created. I was suggested to be the leader.
Leaders = Willingness~
I rejected the post during the meeting. I was lacking in willingness and I know cannot lead people. Moreover, I cannot afford the time to handle this. I keep on rejecting the post...
Finally today, BRP called for a meeting to point a leader for the group.
There was still silence. Someone suggested voting. Me having the 4 vote out of 8.
I was totally in BAD mood. I even throw my temper. I cannot control my temper which I think leader should not behave in this way. I still not mature enough to handle and take on the responsibilty.

Me = Disappointment!
I currently lacking of confident and trust in my work.
Can I give up on everything i have now?
Letting go seems so easy. I'm tired and needed some fresh air~ Please dont force me!

YY

New year shopping~

2009-01-05T22:39:00.005+08:00

On thursday, I went to bugis to doing my new year clothes shopping.. And guess what...
there's a sale in the shop and I happily got 2 same gowns (pink and black), a skirt, a dress for 15bucks each. It's a great bargains... I also bought a jacket from that shop which is a bit expensive $33. But no trying of the clothes.

While shopping, i also manage to get 2 tops. One is 10 and the other is 15.

I'm always into Esprit. So this time round, no doubt I'm still getting something from there.
I bought a black cargo pant. My fav.. I tried it at least 4 times at different outlet.
The original price was $109.90. there was a 50% discount. Lucky me... Hee..
I had just sent the pant to tailor. Too long for me... hee.. .short me :P
Anyway, enough shopping and tough time is coming.
Let's work hard to pass through it!

A change

2009-01-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

Just recevied a new from Nakanishi san that my boss, Nakano san is transferring to Japan...
I will be having a new Japanese boss in march...
Hope it's a good change.
Anyway, I will definitely miss Nakano san...
Haiz...
So sudden news to all of us...

Let;s hope for the best..

CNY is coming~

2009-01-04T23:13:00.001+08:00

Chinese new year is coming~ yeah...
Is everyone looking forward to it?
I am. I am also going to decorate my house again.. even though no one is coming to visit.
Ha...
Oh Btw i'm starting school on 12 Jan... Nervous and scare~
Bless me~

Cheers!

"HAPPY" with my "NEW" outifit in the first day of the "YEAR" ^-^ "HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone. Let's enjoy!on

2009-01-03T10:21:00.004+08:00

It's the year of 2009!
I wish everyone "Happy New year"
It may be a change for me and I hope it's good~
School and work... Let's hope for the best...

Recently, I realised that I somehow lost the touch of naive.
Understanding and becoming clever might not be a bad thing~ (I don't know)
Losing my cool easily made me hate myself more.
I think I will try to find my true self in 2009.
It's a whole new chapter and let's see where it can lead us.

^-^

Can anyone tell me what I should do?

2008-11-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

I am totally depressed last few week.
After sometime, I'm much better now.
No matter how I want to hide or run, the truth will still be out someday.
But for the time being, I would like to be silent.
To pretend I didn't know anything.

Today I discovered that other people know about it.
Should I find out from them first?
Or should I stay in the silent?
I having exam in 26 Nov and 7 Dec, I think after my exam, I will take my initiative to find out.

I maybe will be more depress by then... my dear friend, please if you cannot find me after 7 Dec, don't worry. I might be just wanna be alone first.

Thank you!

I won a football table!

2008-09-08T22:44:00.007+08:00

I won a football table from the 7-eleven promotion.

So lucky!

Hee... actually I bought the big-glup with my bf. then we participated.

In the end, I won! What can I say... :P

This is what my father helped me bought home!

He helped me collected from Tuas (F&N).

Look @ the instruction.. seems so easy.

Special thanks to my dad, my brother-in-law & of course my bf.
And some busybody ... Charlotte Chin...~ haiz
With all their help, we completed setting up the football table.
Cool~
Another view of the football table~
But today (8-Sep) I discovered that Charlotte had
cause the 4 corners of the table to be dented le...
:( I wanna cry le... How can Charlotte be so capable of
every single thing in her hand to spoilt?

Hello~

2008-07-13T22:02:00.003+08:00

It's been a long long time that I have update my blog.
My work and personal life had occupied almost all of my time...
Work Family & even Love
I never imagine one can be so trouble and get into so many problem until now.

Work: There are just too many thing to handle. I might be too responsible or people just take me for granted? or this is suppose to handle by me. Am I too grumpy? I just wanna a more stressless life.
I just a normal person who wanted to earn a living. Am I asking for too much?

Love: I become too responsible in my work and end up frustrated in Love. I just couldn't made time for him? He was annoyed by my work, my bosses, my colleague and even me.
What can I do? To me, there's seems no way for me to get rid of what I'm doing now. And in fact, I enjoy my work (except for the stress and tight deadline). But who never had tight deadline? You must have encounter before. Any advise to me? I need to talk. I'm sick and tired to keep thinking and keep things to myself and hope things can resolve by itself.. which of course it will never if I don solve it.
What can I do? or What should I do?

Family: Problem from my sister, and her life... What has it got to do with me? If it's a outsider, I will not even bother and care. But she is my sister. I never think of her as a good mother. Even now, I still cannot understand why she wants to get married. Because of this, I was afraid of getting married. It was like a horrible thing to do. Because if when time comes, and you don love each other, you will hurt a lots of people. Even people around you and people who cares for you. It a very important and serious things to think about before you even discuss. I can never stand her. Now when I sees my sister, I hardly talked to her. I find it hard for me to talk to her anymore. I even cannot stand to look at her. She seems very annoying to me. I wished sometime I never had her as my sister. I wanted a more resposible ssister and care for her family. A sister that never think for others and most importantly love herself, I don even want to mention. She always think that, just because I earn more money than her, I got the position to stand against of her and persuade my mother to argue with her. I had to said, there is nothing to do with me. And I never think little of her. She experience more than me, can't she be more mature? She had changed. I discovered that she had changed to another person which I do not know. What had made her to become like that?

It's been a long long time I have update my life.

I had sign up a course and starting next week...
Wish me luck and contact me when you are free. :)

HELLO~~~~~!

2008-04-16T20:53:00.004+08:00

Hi Everyone!!!

It's been a long long time ever since I had update my blog...

Recently, I am looking for a degree course to upgrade myseslf.

So you guys have any recommendation?

I am interested in this but seems like the University is not very popular in Singapore.

Here it is:

Southern Cross University.

The course is Business adminstration (Specialising in Marketing)

This is offerred by MDIS.

I heard a few complaints from my colleagues and friends that the school management is not very good...

Another will be from SIM but I don't think with my standard I will be able to enter the school...

and of course the course fees is another matter to consider.

Back to my life...

Thanks to all my pals!!! Thanks for the birthday gift that I had received..

I will treasure everything. Thanks!

I had enjoyed my celebration with you guys.

H200 New Year Gathering!

2008-02-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New year!

2008-02-03T23:25:00.001+08:00

My house decoration!

This year, I spent about $40 on the decoration...

See how decorate my house!

Who say you have to go HK or Japan to see Mickey?

There's one in my house.

Pineapple~
Cute disney bb~

Forture God!

Fu.

Ha... I bought this at 7-11. This is a fortune plant!

my sunday - making chocolate. yummy!

2008-02-03T22:53:00.001+08:00

First time trying to make Chocolate...

These are the things that is needed.

Non-salted butter

Masmallow

Chocolate

Cork flack

mould

Eekkk~ this is the outcome.

My family asked me what is that...

My mum even comment that it is very ugly...

OMG... This will be the first and last time i made this~

Happy new year!

2008-01-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

Happy happy everyone!
It's been a long time I haven't been updating my blog...

I've been very busy on my personal thing...
Good news!
I passed my company upgrading and promoted from O3 to S1.

And I had been planning my this year target.
I hope I can achieve something this year.
Study or business? continue my jap and guitar learning?

ok, I go talk to my dear le.. :P

Goodnight everyone!

YY-ateasetis

another new member~

2007-12-05T21:34:00.001+08:00

This is another new member in our house!

Welcome~

My mum actually woke me up today early in the morning 3am...

and ask me how to use the washing machine.

OMG! haiz...

Grace's gift to me for her bb first month bdae! I like it so much!

2007-12-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

Wat a sunday! IT show

2007-12-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

Stop eating Prima Deli Chocolate Cake!

2007-12-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

MORE than 100 people came down with food poisoning in the last 10 days or so and public health authorities have singled out chocolate cakes from the Prima Deli chain of bakeries as the likely source of the outbreak.

The company with 39 outlets islandwide has been told to stop making and selling all chocolate cakes and to recall unsold cakes from store counters as well.
Members of the public are also advised to throw away any uneaten chocolate cakes bought from Prima Deli and to see a doctor if they fall ill.

In a joint statement yesterday, the Ministry of Health (MOH) and the Agri-Food and Veterinary Authority said that of the 106 who fell ill, six were hospitalised but have since been discharged.

Six of those who fell ill tested positive for salmonella enteritidis, with symptoms such as fever, diarrhoea, vomiting and abdominal pain.
MOH was first notified of a food poisoning case on Nov 23 and as more cases surfaced, investigations indicated that the common link was Prima Deli chocolate cakes, purchased as early as Nov 19.

To date, the ministry has been notified of eight such food poisoning cases linked to the chocolate cakes from the company. The last person to fall ill started showing symptoms on Nov 26.
The two agencies then carried out joint inspections of Prima Food's main factory in Keppel Road, which produces the chocolate cakes for all Prima Deli retail outlets.
Test results out yesterday on samples taken from the company suggest salmonella as the likely cause. Employees who handled the food are being screened and investigations into the source of the infection are continuing.

When contacted last night, Ms Pansy Wong, deputy general manager of Prima Food, said that about 50 of the factory's 100 employees were tested last week and that the tests have narrowed it down to one employee who handled butter cream - one of the ingredients used in the chocolate cakes.
Initial findings suggest that this employee may be the carrier of the salmonella bacteria, but he did not not show any symptoms which made the health hazard harder to spot. The company stopped all production and recalled two types of chocolate cakes - chocolate truffle and hazelnut indulgence - last Friday, as these flavours contained the butter cream handled by the employee.

As a further measure, Prima Food ceased production of all chocolate-related cakes yesterday. Ms Wong estimated that 300 to 400 cakes in total have been recalled and will be destroyed.

Prima Food's next course of action sees its entire facility in Keppel Road disinfected tomorrow. Speaking to The Straits Times last night, Ms Wong said: 'This has never happened before. The damage is immense - it is not so much about the money but the brand itself and we care about the consumer more than anything else.'We did not expect this to happen at all, especially when all the regulations have been followed.'

ONE LIKELY SOURCE
Prima Food said that about 50 of the factory's 100 employees were tested last week and they believe that the tests have narrowed it down to one employee who handled butter cream - one of the ingredients used in the chocolate cakes.

From :
OFFICER,
WSD/WORKSHOPS PRODUCTION CONTROL

I missed my jap exam~ Got upset ...

2007-12-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

I missed my sun jap exam... Can you imagine?
I nearly broke into tears... :'(
I met mei @ 12.00pm for lunch. We finished at about 1.00pm. Here we started. We took the train from yishun mrt. Our destination is @ Japanese Primary School which located at upper north changi road... We reached bedok at 2pm. Our exam time is at 2.20pm. I actually thought that we had enough time to reach, so I suggested to buy a bread, in case i got hungry. Needless, we don have much time. When we actually calling a cab at 2.13pm. OMG... I didnt realised the time is so late.
In the end, we are late for 20mins. We are locked outside the school... all becasue of my stupid bread... haiz... it also because of the traffic jam near the expo because of the IT show.
The taxi driver kept talking to us and the conversation was rather relaxing which ease my sadness of missing this exam.
The next attempt will be at next year dec. I will be early next year.

:'( moody day~

It's all about celebration!

2007-11-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

Today, I received this cake from chris.

It's a small token of appreciation for contributing in a gift for her bb full month!

Taada~ It's a Walnuts Cake! Yummy~
This is my family new member.
I just chip in with my mum to bought a vaccum cleaner
to prepare for the spring cleaning...
My bro in law helped to get it from Gain City for about $140.
So I fork about 70 bucks. expensive wor~
Look, this is a T-shirt that all Murata staffs are suppose to wear on the 30th-Nov
for the celebration of 35 years in Singapore. ^-^
Tomorrow there will be events happening in our company.
Selling of Ice-Cream and moive tickets which vaild for 1 year.
Cool~
We even having section group photo. ^-^
It's a rare opportunity.
Another item I wanted to show everyone!
Murata Boy from Murata Japan! Another product.
I'm getting the product of Murata Boy!
yeap.. we going to order to Japan...
I want to get the toy car of Murata Boy, keychain and alots more. :P
Think I'm going to overspend... haiz!

Hello Everyone! How are you?

2007-11-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hey!

How is everyone? I haven't been updating my blog for s long long time...

I am still busy with my jap exam which is on the 2nd Dec.

And I had totally give up. But I will still go for the exam, no matter what. :P

Upcoming my upgrading... Tomorrow (29-Nov), there will be a briefing on the exam.

Can you imagine, the company want to promote you and still you need to go for exam and interview.. That's going to be stress, man... :P Bless me~

The exam will be on 11-Dec. I'm going to get this~ Wish me luck! ^-^

Next, oh ya... 2 of my colleagues had given birth to 2 bb girls. Kawaii~ ^-^

This is Chris's angel~

This is Grace's angel~

Today I recevied a token of appreciation for contributing for the Full Month bb celebration from Moto grp (H400) Sharon's bb. This looks delicious wor.,. :P

So how is everyone doing out there? Still the same?

Must keep in contact wor~ Cheers!

long time no see~

2007-11-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Poor Customer Service - Angie The Choice

2007-11-06T18:17:00.000+08:00

What do you considered as Good Customer Service?

I had made a call this morning at 10am to the Sun Plaza outlet (Angie The Choice) to make some enquiry.

I understand perfectly that it is better to make reservation to the particular outlet that I wanted to collect. My first priority is at Sun Plaza but the staff replied me saying that currently they don't have any Yam cake available at the store. She also mentioned that I could leave my contact number and she can helped to see whether will there be any stock coming in by this coming Wednesday (which is tomorrow.)

So I requested for her to help me check for other outlet to see whether they have any stock available so I can give them a call and make arrangement. The staff did not even let me complete my sentence and interrupted saying that it would be better for me to contact other outlet myself if I want to collect from the outlet. This is
because it is very troublesome and difficult for them to liaise between the customer and the other outlet. (Do the company encourage the staff to reply the customer in this way? So they can simply just reject my order if it's troublesome? They don't even care what is the customers' needs?)

I know it will be troublesome if I want them to help me liaise but I am only requesting to check since they are checking whether will they have any stock coming in. And I am not requesting for them to place order for me. Is it so difficult? Do you considered this as Customer Service? I doubt it very much.

The staff had been shouting at me when I started to ask for other outlet which piss me off! She sounded very impatient too as if she is rushing for something. I mean, if she was busy, she could at least mentioned it to me and I can always call back later on. I believed she did not have to use this kind of attitude towards me. Coz I don owe her anything loh!! Her attitude towards me was damn so rude which I got mad and shouted back at her. It was an unpleasant experience for me to make enquiry to Angie The Choice.

I just wondered does that mean Angie The Choice is separated by different outlets ? They actually don't belong to one company? I'm confused. Do they even liaise with each other? Or they just simply hack care?

A long time~

2007-11-04T10:30:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone.
Please accept my apologise that i haven been updating ym blog with photo for the oct...
Things happened and you just cant predict what will happen next.
FYI, my coreless keyboard spoilt for the past week so i couldn't switch on my PC (password protected).. I'm so upset :'( going online is my only hobby now and i even cant use the PC.. OMG!
Anyway, I had bought a new keyboard ^-^ Finally, I'm back here!
But i might have lesser time to update the blog also...
My jap exam is coming and Dec might have some exam and preparation for interview also...
Got to prepare so lesser and lesser time to update my blog.
And 2 of my colleagues had given birth... Wow...
I also been staying for OT almost everyday... busy busy... :P
But no worry! I will definitely update my blog in Jan'08 onwards. ok?
:)
Got to run now! Bye bye...

Busy busy bee

2007-10-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

Some people might be wondering what is going on for me this few week... ^-^
Here's the update:
Last week, thursday, i went for interview @ Asia Pacific Brewery. It's a nice company. But i heard it's stressful. But i think i need a change in the envirnoment...
On fri, i was offered the job as Sales Admin Officer @ Tuas. The location was far...
So i told the agent that i will considered over the weekend and answer him on Mon...
I've been thinking "Should i take up the job?" "Is it time for me to go?"
It's coming to Dec for the bouns and promotion. And for me, most importantly is the responsibiity that i'm holding...
It's definitely confirm that i'm going but this is not the time.
I gave up the job. (actually hoping they will call again:P hee)
Giving up the job, I doesn't feel regret. Because I think feeling gulity will be worst to me if i leave now.I know i had made a good choice and I believe there'll still be opportunity outside. So i don need to rush...
I just recevied My First Credit Card! Citi Bank Clear Credit Card.
Although the credit limit is 500, I think it far more enough for me le ba. :P So happy...
I didn't went to gym today because sue was not able to make it...
So i intend to stay home and study Jap.. but my mum wanted me to go out and have dinner together.. So lazy loh... :(
I went to apply for the Popular Card with the Citi Bank Credit Card. :) 2 years...
I wanted to stay home, but seems like cannot le... So bad wor~ :(

Zodiac Sign

2007-10-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

my week~

2007-09-29T09:10:00.000+08:00

it had been a busy week for me..

Heee.. Look wat i got here...

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This is a mooncake box...

See how special it is... the design of the box is very unique.

I like it personally. - Traditional...

This is a birthday card that i drew for my company.

It's Murata 35th birthday...

cute? hee.... think it's kind of childish wor~

My angel went for childrens' day celebration yesterday.

She got alot of balloons, toys and most importantly... snacks~

See how creative she pasted the stickers...

She pasted it all over the balloons...

She likes to do that alot.

Another shot of my angel~

The horoscope~

2007-09-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word.
Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager.
Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh.
Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive.
Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds
grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships.
Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and
Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique
appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone.
Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too
easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - TheDaredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun.
Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse.
(easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose
interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive.
Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive
and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit
rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the
inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but
needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change.
Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem
superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful
physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like
boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others.
Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive.
Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is
important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome.
Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative.
Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily
hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May
become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and
unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser.
Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be
good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often
pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be
unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they
want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard
workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are
stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride
in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good
advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves
emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge
themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome).
Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and
outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient.
Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like
rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces
or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and
out.

on course for powerpoint...

2007-09-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

I went for a 2 days course on powerpoint @ Amara Center.

This is the first time visiting that area.

During lunch break, i had tried the nana curry...

wow~ nice.

You should try the chicken drumstick and mutton...

And now i got pimples.. :(

==========================================

I had vegetable curry...

I think it's too watery wor...

The chicken and mutton had a thicker taste on the curry.

You can also choose either rice or bread.

Since i'm a rice eater, of course i will order the rice loh... LOL

This cost about 3.50SGD ba.

This is my learning station.

The trainer really know how to slack....

He can leave the room for more than 30mins.

You will have no idea where he went and

when he's back, he can gives all kind of reasons and

.. ok, let's just forget about it...

I don think he is a responsible trainer.

And he keep emphasing that we are very lucky that

we do not have any exam on this course,

which i personally think that even this advance course is too much simple for me.

It's like very basic stuff which u might had learnt in secondary sch and poly.

The most angry part for me is that he asked about my dog tag.

What does it got to do with him?

He even mention that this kind of tag is unlucky

coz it meant for dead people.

And he can't understand why nowadays people get this into fashion.

I mean that's his personally opinons.

But come on loh, he should still have some respect to me loh.

Coz i'm wearing it, does that mean i'm dead?

Damn him loh. It's none of his business anyway~

I never showed any attitude to him

coz i think this is the only time and, i believe,

it's the last time i'm seeing this person.

I will never wish to see him again.
:P again loh. typical me taking photos~

second day after class,
i went to junction 8 to have my dinner and i order the curry mutton...
It's not very nice... :P

Bike ride~

2007-09-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

Wow.. it's the first time i rode a bike...

Can u imagined how excited i am....

My colleague said i moved too much... :P

But lucky i was home safely...

Thanks! ^-^

To celebrate my colleague's birthday

2007-09-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

Ktv session @ the Kbox plaza in AMK.

2007-09-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

Section Dinner @ tao ~ interesting

2007-09-08T09:14:00.001+08:00

Megumi's last day in Murata ~-~

2007-09-08T08:55:00.000+08:00

Present for my colleagues!!

2007-09-08T08:43:00.000+08:00

Another dinner arrangement with sue and shan ^-^

2007-09-04T23:13:00.001+08:00

Outing with mei & jun

2007-09-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

Update on Murata Sudoku Competition - 25-Aug

2007-08-26T12:44:00.001+08:00

Photos taken on 25-Aug...

Even though our team didnt managed to enter the 2nd round, we still enjoyed ourselves.

But just the long waiting for the time to pass pissed me off.

Those who did not managed to enter the final round got nothing to do but wait and wait...

which i think it's a waste of time.

I think the committee can improved to even let those team to participate in some ways...

Now let's take photos~ ^-^

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Clarus and me.

Clarus is a new staff for the new training section H220.

Hey! That's Candy and me.

She always accompany me for lunch outside our company.

Can you guess how old is she? :P

Blue & Yellow & Green

(Susan) (Evon) (Clarus)

Hee... happy~

From the left, Chinying, LeLe, YY, Dian.

Our group leader is LeLe..

She is the song dictionary and I'm the song providered. ^-^

Our group photo. :P

(After viewing this photo, Evon said that y no one informed her that her top is so low.. ) :P

All in red~ Murata recreation committee.

busy~ busy~

typical me again. haiz~

I love puzzle~

"..wanna take the photos on the free pencils and table number?"

asked Aik Lih.

".. see how boring we are.."

".. let's see who is the prettiest lady!"

Sign board.. I think the design can be improve ba.

".. woh... lunch le wor.. .eat. eat... oh and the door gift. take take.."

".. hey look. the door gift, sodoku game."

I had played this gadget and personally think it's a great.

Just that the screen reflection is really bad.

Our lunch.. Erkkk... The meat was hard as stone... I even broke the fork.

LeLe and me... ha..

haha.. her shoe sole dropped out. :P
Candy

another team from sales dept. "Sure Win"

(Maggie) (Ivan) (Grace) (Jessica)

"..candy, what are you looking @?"

Dian and Evon...

Evon saw i had taken some photos on her without informing her.

She wanted me to delete but i refused. Haha.. But i promised i wont published it here la..

".. what is so funny... ?"

see.. everyone ignored me... :

".. hey tell me leh.."

ah... Evon saw me taking photo again. I better get off... :P

Question 02

2007-08-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

Talking session @ alleybar

2007-08-19T12:07:00.001+08:00

We went to alleybar for a drink.

So sorry gals fro being so late...

Anyway, we still enjoyed mah, right? :P

Ordered Mango Frozen margarita. Not bad.. It cost about 15 bucks. Mei, min, & jun...

4gals gathering~ :P

:P He worked at alleybar for 3 years and came to meet his ex-colleagues~ busy guy...

VBA Training Time~ @ Tanjong Pagar

2007-08-17T23:52:00.001+08:00

It had been a week since my last update. I had went for the visual basic training @ Tanjong Pagar... I had took some photos from the IT Enabler Center. Take a look~ ^-^

$2 Mac Breakfast... ^-^

Heee... My lecturer. He wanted to make the lesson more interesting but in the end, the lesson was very very boring~ Gentle Reminder with no food and drink in the class room. Delicious Muffins~ I bought 4 when i having lunch break. The store closed at 2.30pm. Me and my colleague from Murata. Another class room view. This room is small so it's quite cold also... And also the back view of my lecturer... See Chai so hardworking... It's still time for lunch but she already start studying in VB le... Stress sia... My computer~ cannot even access internet loh... stupid.. My Classroom , Neptune. Why is it named after the planet? :P the door. nothing intereting but i just wan to take photo. The white board and the clock.... Is it time yet to go home?...Signboard beside the lift. Mine is at Annexe B... Is this the correct lift?The alleyway~My classroom again... Btw every classroom has a camera.. So don play play wor~ After my lunch on fri, I went for a walk.. Since it's the last day for my course, Take this time to walk around coz fro the past 2 days, wasted... Eat lunch liao, then go straight back to classroom. So boring... Checkers. Let's play...

yet another week~

2007-08-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

My week is always ending up upsetting me...
I know it's all from how i think and i just simply cannot stop myself from thinking negatively.
I hope i can pull myself through real fast and get on to my life.

I just simply think too much.

From now, I promise myself, I will pamper myself and won't let anything or anyone hurt me. (that's of course include myself too. :P)

So i will live happily~ ^-^

It all depend on how you think. So, I will not mistreat myself and stress myself too much.

For next week, this is my schedule:
Monday and Tuesday to work in Murata.
Wednesday till Fri , I will be going to MND complex for Microsoft Excel course. I'm looking forward for the course and most importantly, NO Work!! yes... :P But i suppose i will have alot of stuff to finish on the next monday. But, let's jsut enjoy this week! ^-^

I will be going to Tanjong Pagar on Wednesday till friday. I heard it's around Maxwell road and there's alot of food to eat. I hope someone will show me the way. :( coz i going for the course alone... Wish me luck... if not i'm going to be hungry. :P (of course i wont let myself goes hungry.)

atease~

Celebration on Mei's Birthday~

2007-08-05T17:05:00.001+08:00

A celebration for Mei's birthday.

Mei brought us to buy bags at City Plaza which is very cheap!! $8.

First time in my life, I bought 4 bags total. ^-^

And guess wat, we 4 gals totally bought 20 bags.

Me & Jun

Jun and B'dae girl, Mei
Me and b'dae girl, Mei
We went to Settler's for our dinner. ^-^
I made the reservation through online.
http://sg.settlerscafe.com/
We played alot of interesting games and enjoy the night. ^-^
Min... They took my camera and took some photos without my presense...

Mei.

Jun and Mei.

the birthday cake.

me and min went to search through the whole "Central" Shopping center,

we couldn't find a cake shop~

group photo..

How to full your bucket?

2007-08-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

"The number one reason for employee to leave their job: They often feel that they are not appreciated..."

"According to one of the healthcare person, when you worked with a boss that you disliked, you most probably tend to have a higher blood pressure.."

"Don even think you can teach a pig how to sing. It just wastes your time and it annoys the pig.."

A special Princess Stories Book

2007-07-29T12:01:00.000+08:00

Apple's daughter birthday is coming soon...

This is my gift for her.

I think this is a very interesting concept of combining a pillow and a story book together.

Even though it say for 3 years old and above

but i think apple can keep it till it's time for her to read.

The whole book is made of cloth

so i think there is no worry of having the kid tearing the pages into pieces... ^-^

another week for me~

2007-07-29T10:07:00.000+08:00

Ha... It has been another week for me..

I had just flip through my album and found a few photos that i took in the company.

Share with your guys~

"Cheeses~ being shrek."

"This chocolate was given to be by my boss, Nakano san.

I contributed a little on a small gift for his son who had an operation on his knee.

But it's dark chocolate which i don like eat eat so often."

"Slide card machine" "My 'hubby'"
I cannot make it angry or else.. Ha ha.. My data will be all gone.. :P

"the Lift"

"Vending machine.

This is very important for us coz we need this for our afternoon tea break wor~"

"Clorets - Chewing Gum.

Special har.. I think so too. This is from Thailand as mention from my colleague."

"It even provide the paper for you to throw the 'after chewing' gum"

"a gift from my supervisor, Megumi san,

who had just gotta married to a singaporean guy.

Her parents came over from Japan. I think this is a gift from her parents."

Triumph Sales!!! Gals Take note~

2007-07-29T09:59:00.000+08:00

Wedding update!! Enjoyable dinner~

2007-07-21T08:25:00.000+08:00

Fri, 20.07.2007
i went for Megumi san wedding dinner.
It was an enjoyable night. Cool~ It's fun.

"Our table no. 10 ~"

"Table arrangement"
"Ba bao cha"
"Tea with flower.. Pretty"

"The ballroom"

"Table flower~ deco"

"Murata's gals 01"

"Murata's gals 02""Mummy-s"

"Me & mummy chris"

"Mummy gracie & me"

"family gathering"

"My prince william"

"Table photo" "Me & Mummy gracie again"

"Typical young generation~

Taking self photos"

"^-^"

"Together~

OMG... Mr Ng really typical old generation..

Don know how to take photo for ladies.

Why is my arm so fatty...!?"

"Noodle and i'm FULL."

20072007

2007-07-20T16:06:00.000+08:00

Wow.. I didn't realised today is such a special day.
20072007
Enjoy!!!

Wow... Soduko competition~ Here i come!!!

2007-07-20T13:37:00.000+08:00

My company is having this event...
Sudouku Challenge. And i am participating even though i know nothing about it.
coz.. u just need to pay $5 and you get a sudoku master puzzle for free... ^-^
And there is cash Prizes~ :P but my team is just going for free gift and food...
We are holding the event at the Grassroot club (near Yio Chu Kang).
Hee... The event is on 25th-Aug...
I will update u guys on the event... Hee... See whether we win any thing or not. :P

BTW thans to Le Le.... register for me with out even informing me LOL.

my week~ busy busy busy

2007-07-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

Wow.. It's a busy week for me...
I have been working OT...
Monday - till 9:30pm
Tuesday - till 7:30pm
Wednesday - till 8:00pm
Thursday - till 8:00pm
Friday - till 7:30pm
I definitely not working OT next week le.. I have to rest.. man... it's tiring~

*This is my creative drawing for the week!

Just for your information, it's a stick man with a very big head.*

*Order Nasi Lemak from some corner in Singapore.

It's $4.. Super ex... Only otak and rice is nice.*

* I bought a elmo soft toy on my way to work for my angel.
She liked it alot lor.~*
*Apple (my colleague) who is pregnant keep stuffing me with chocolate...
And alot of food...
Help!!! Someone pls help...
I'm getting fatter and my uniform cant fit le~
The below chocolate is super de nice*

Wat a day! and my Angel's birthday~

2007-07-07T08:52:00.000+08:00

Cool~

I just got alot of pals in the office...

They stuff me with chocolate and sweets...

So sweet of them.Happy Birthday!!!!

Charlotte's birthday on 7th July.

I came home about 10pm and eating my sliced fish noodles.

She offered me her "left over" cake from school.

Her cake was specially order with Batman logo design.

It costs about 55bucks. expensive...

Happy birthday to Charlotte!!!

Have a great birthday and have alot of presents~

Here is some photos from her school~

Meaning of life~

2007-07-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

My colleague's father passed away on Sunday...
This colleague is quite close to me and i like her alot...
It's a sad thing to say. And i felt sorry for her.
Finally i saw her today and she was all right.
Life is just like that, it comes and goes whenever it likes.
So guys out there!
Treasure whateven you have and be nice.
You never know when is your turn.

Even though the loved one is gone, there is still many unfinished stuff to settle.
But please bear in mind to respect the dead.
Your action is louder than word and people around can see.
So don be disrespectful and be clear conscious to yourselves.
This is very important....

dinner @ Sakae Sushi in Sun Plaza...

2007-07-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

Starting our meal~

I just like crab meat...

That's my target! Here i come...

mei~ going to be a busy gal coz got to work le...

Ganbatte ne...

Seriously, you looked more nicer with perm hair...

I like it man...

This is huh.... hmmm... Mango... something lah...

I forgot the name le...

I only know how to eat only~

See the finished plates~

Full~~ and the warm green tea..

Nice and enjoy the meal...

Great... next time we should meet out for dinner.... too.

The talk was so fun and i had an enjoyable meal.

Thanks gal ^-^

(But find somewhere cheaper..

This meal cost about $15.20.

but i'm full. so i think it's worth it somehow..

and luckily you got discount wor~ sorry for being so thrifty) :P

Something to share with you guys~

2007-07-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

This is the birthday present that my niece (5 years old) get from my mother...

This is so unfair compare years ago for my 5 years old...

Oh.. in the fact did i get my present??

"Mum! what did you bought for me on my 5th birthday?"

Look @ this chocolate~

This is from overseas and very sinful...

OMG how many workout i need to do to burn off all these fat within this chocolate....

Look @ this funny name...

Qing Mei... ~

Then when is the Zhu Ma?
Chinese saying: " Qing Mei Zhu Ma"

Movie mania~ Tranformers

2007-07-04T18:41:00.000+08:00

Movie Plot

The Earth is caught in the middle of an intergalactic war between two races of robots, the heroic Autobots and the evil Decepticons, which are able to change into a variety of objects, including cars, trucks, planes and other technological creations.

http://www.transformersmovie.com//

Gathering~ @ Annalakshmi

2007-07-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

This is the place~

www.annalakshmi.com.sg

Heard that this place allows you all you want and

you pay the price that you think is worth it...

Cool~

It's just great to be able to see those long lost friends.

WE definitely had enjoyed ourselves~

Let's meet up someday soon!!! ^-^

Me & da~ My best pal~

"da, we'll be waiting to hear good news from you..!

Don let us wait for too long to see your bb :P"

Another shot to take the status behind us...
Me and the tall guy, bran~

da and bran~

Table 11

This look like a table bell/ pepper holder..:P

snap shot~

delicious~ even though i don know what is what,

but i just know that they are super nice~

"da~ are you done with the food taking photo session?"

"smile"

change~ change

by bran shaking hand~ :P

yah! pose ")

Photos taken 3 times and it's still blur~

What is wrong with the photographer???

snap shot 01

Bran and the "Big" Head~

This is very unique...

Can you see what is it?

Megumi's Wedding~ Congratulation!!!

2007-07-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

Congratulation!!!

This is the first time i received "Red" Bomb...

I am definitely attending it~

Love it, man...

Thanks to Megumi san.

Just one things, i got to give red packet too.. OMG..

Hey guys, how much are you put it in. ? :P Opps.. Shhhhh.... Got to be quiet.. :P

^-^

Interesting questions to think about~

2007-06-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

Remember don peek at the answers.

Use some time to think about.

It's very interesting... (though some of it is quite lame..)

(Coz there is alot of question, so i think i will probably post one every week~ ^-^)

Surf's up~ cool <-Storyline is boring though

2007-06-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today is Wednesday...

I had meet up with sue, shan & jun for movie...

We went to watch "Surf's up"
(http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/surfsup/index.html)

Basically i think it's cute but if you really want something from the storyline.

I would suggest "Fantastic Four"

It was fun watching the movie with nacho and popcorn.

I enjoyed the movie quite alot. ^-^

Pictures in "Surf's up"

The big "Z" who is believed to be dead in a competition which is not...

The storyline for this movie is abit lame~ The most interesting part is this "Chicken"

I just can't believed there's actually Chicken in Penguin movie.. !?

How can it be?

This is a very hardworking "Bird"

And it's under alot of stress and the boss is really not very good...

Only care about himself.

"Tank"

Arrogant and

obsession over the trophies<~ name every trophies that it won. ~Cute~
About this movie...
Based on the groundbreaking revelation that surfing was actually invented by penguins. In the film, a documentary crew will take audience behind the scenes and onto the waves during the most competitive, heartbreaking and dangerous display of surfing known to man, the Penguin World Surfing Championship.

An irritating day~

2007-06-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

I don know what happen to me...
After i knocked off from work, i went to Yishun Community Library with Grace.
After that, when i got home. i just got irritation and my attitude to the whole family is not very good...

Right now it 9:20pm and i am still angry.
My mum was scolded everyone just because i got the plastics bag torn and the washing power is falling everywhere...
What is the big deal?

Can she just be quiet? I really got so angry, i wanted to defend myself and ask her to shut up.
She is so noisy... I wanted to move out from here and stay away from her.
I don like her and i want to stay away from her.

I remember once i had shouted back at her to defend myself but my dad asked me not to.
Since then, i don't want to say anything when she scolded me and i couldn't care less.
I just ignore her.
Even my dad, or my sis got scolded by my mum,
i wouldn't say anything nevertheless who is right or who is wrong.
(coz in the first place, my dad ask me not to.)

Right now, I am ignoring call and messages~ No in any mood to talk.
Someone called me and the number is 81214***, i don now who is it and don want to ask.
If you don want to get scolded, stay far away from me.

Meeting up with Kevin (It's his "Big" day)

2007-06-25T23:20:00.001+08:00

Today after work, i just realised it's Kevin b'dae~

OMG.. How come he did not mention anything...

I quickly contacted him and we arranged a movie together.

It's great to meet up with him again.

Probably not everyone think b'dae is so important...

But to me, it's important to me and my mum. ^-^

I wanted to let everyone knows that my mum brought me to this beautiful world on this day!

So i wanted to celebrate my b'dae with my friends and family...

I wouldn't want my friend to celebrate the b'dae just like normal days wor~ (if he/she is alone)

We went to watch Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer. I think it's a nice movie to watch. I like it...

Then after the movie we went to have a drink in Star buck Coffee~ Chit chatting~

My earl grey tea... First time trying~

Not bad, i think.

The Birthday Boy!

The smile in this photo is more nature, i think~
me!
This photo taken after he had made some adjust to the flash
but his smile is not nature than the one above...

A note:

After the movie, i went to the ladies @ Yishun 10.

There is no toilet paper in every single toilet...

I am a very particular person in toilet. So i did not use the toilet at all.

I personally think that the cleanliness of the toilet in Singapore should be taken care of~ :P

Just an opinions from me...

Fang gathering~

2007-06-24T17:49:00.000+08:00

busy day~

2007-06-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

It's the SSPP period for my company.. So normally it's a busy for my section.
But i think luckily Megumi san is always there.
Because of her, i had reduced the amount of work load.
Is it a good thing or a bad thing?
But anyway, just hope it is for the better...

Because of this policy meeting, I've been photocopying those meeting materials and got cut on my fingers... But it's just small cuts. I'm ok.

I've been reading a book " A boy called 'it'".
I enjoyed reading but i always got so worked up reading how the mother treated david...
I got so angry that i stopped reading it for a while... Haha... It's really heartbreaking...
I would recommend to you guys if you want to read.

Today even now, my heart is really in pain... Apple told me it's heartburn...
This condition had been carry on for months already.. And today it's the longest...
I cannot figure why but maybe it's like wat apple said, it's heartburn.
I hope i get better in time.

I had made an appointment to the salon on sunday to rebond my hair. Finally... I really feel very uncomfortable for my hair to be so curly... Can't take it any longer... ;P
Got to sleep le.
Night~

Attended my cousin's wedding~

2007-06-17T12:09:00.000+08:00

my angel & her dad

table 36~
My parents~

my angel & her mum

"..turn around"

"^0^"

"gan pei"

"..jie jie"

jie jie and my grandma~ " hey come on, give me back my camera..."

" .. snap shot by my angel 01"

" .. snap shot by my angel 02"

" .. snap shot by my angel 03"

" .. snap shot by my angel 04"

" .. snap shot by my angel 05"

" .. snap shot by my angel 06"

" .. snap shot by my angel 07"

" .. snap shot by my angel 08"

" .. snap shot by my angel 09"

" .. snap shot by my angel 10"

From Kevin~

2007-06-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

It is better to lose your pride to the one you love

than to lose the one that you love over your pride.

new things~

2007-06-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

I bought a new bag...

Price: $29.90

a bit expensive but thinking i should have one of this bag

so next time if i change my job, i'll be able to take...

"S.T. Louis"
I shop around "Borders" and know what i found!!!
"Lurlene McDaniel"
My fav author...
I found alot of her books that i haven read before...
I found 3 books but i bought 1. ^-^
Can waste money like that.
I still be able to come back and buy the other 2.
"Last Dance"

ktv session on sun~

2007-06-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

We went to the kbox @ Hougang plaza.

Room number 13~

I order lemon tea and grace ordered coke.

pretty mum and me~
mummy grace~

chesse~

hey today is special so i wore skirt~

Totally uncomfortable..

I really like to take photos of myself wor~

K-lunch.

Mine is fried fish bento,

and grace ordered the chicken bento...

It looked a bit different from AMK branch...

Full~

mummy grace too.:P

hee.. :P

the bill...

Haha the staff here is really funny...

They kept coming in and take in the bill in and out.

Hmmm~

chesse~

pretty me :P

on 08-Jun

2007-06-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

my sweet angel stack up all the things at night

and my dad asked me to tidy up...

That's totally not fair...

Charlotte should also play a part to it loh~

Not fair :0

How do you pronoun this?

"Eucalyptus"

Today i had applied a 2 hours urgent leave...

coz my mum wanted to see doctor... Some regular checkup that she had to go.

But in the end the clinic was closed till 10-Jun... Haiz...

Wat a waste for my 2 hours~ haiz...

nice sweet~

2007-06-08T00:24:00.001+08:00

colourful sweet~

my angel~

2007-06-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

She like to pose alot~

her drawing~

MRT... with India person on the left,

Charlotte in the middle and her mummy on the right...

I feeling more relax now~

2007-06-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

I feel i had put let go something and feeling more relax now. ^-^
I like this feeling. :)

gathering with xyz today!

2007-06-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

Kbox room K31 @ AMK.

Look @ the lunch. OMG. It very delicious loh~

And i had ordered a hot milo~ ^-^
YummY~~~

I totally can't resist and finish every single dish~

say chesses~

Me & Xyz~ a long time friend!

Finally agreed to take one photo... Haiz~

Just loving it~ Singing <- my fav pastime

2007-05-31T22:19:00.001+08:00

Today, I had met Jun for a singing session.

Just even only 2 of us, we still enjoy very much!

Let's arrange another session with everyone, man!

Room K27 @ Ceinlesure

Tibits-> 5 bucks...

I had ordered a glass of cold green tea honey and

Jun ordered a warm lemon honey.
Hee... It's me again. I just can't stop taking photos of myself.

Maybe it's because i didn't took any photos in my past life. :P

Me and Jun. Envy her long STRAIGHT hair...
When am i able to do rebonding again??
"Lucky" star in my drink~

Chesse~

EEeeeee~ When looking @ this photo,

i just simply can't tahan my hair.. OMG.. But i still looked pretty lah.

He... No comment :P

Me again~

Jun~

Look @ my sweet angel~

2007-05-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

Furniture Design Award 2008

2007-05-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

Young Designers Category
• Open to entries from the Asia Pacific region.• Participation is on individual basis only.• Participants must be of aged 35 years and below as at 1 March 2008.• Entries must be newly created and unpublished. (Entry has never appeared in the market as a product, featured in any newspapers, magazines, exhibitions or been a winner of other competitions.)

Submission Deadline
Students & Young Designers Categories

31 August 2007, 5pm (Singapore Time)
Please send your entry to:

The OrganiserSingapore Furniture Industries Council

25 International Business Park #04-22

German Centre

Singapore 609916

Open Category

31 October 2007, 5pm (Singapore Time)
Please send your entry to:

The OrganiserSingapore Furniture Industries Council

62 Sungei Kadut Loop#04-19

International Furniture Centre

Singapore 729507

For enquiries, please contact Ms Dyanne Sim at 6568 3201 or Ms Joyce Lee at 6568 3251. Alternatively, you may direct your enquiries to fda@singaporefurniture.com

My lovely tortorise~

2007-05-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

My christmas gift from "apple"

This remind me of someone :P and

this tortorise faced me everyday in front of my PC...
I even applied blusher on the cheek~
Looks pretty

Suntec Mid night sales~

2007-05-27T17:38:00.000+08:00

Bought this two tops from Suntec FOX on 26th May.

This about $15.90.

This cost about $35.90.

This one is very expensive but i like this top alot~

I'm wearing this when my cousin get wedding.

^-^

25th May- going for a drink~ troubled...

2007-05-27T17:25:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling very troubled so i asked my sis out for a drink~

Saw my brother-in-law @ raffles place MRT so i asked him along.

a bit drunk le~

I managed to get them to took a photo.
But the expression looked so strange~
So i requested to take one more~
Hee...

Secret Admirer~

2007-05-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

Special gift~

On the 22nd May, I received a bag of sweets on my table.

Wondering which secret admirer gave it to me... Hmmm

Or probably place @ the wrong table.

And when i looked closely, it's a Christmas gift in 2006~

It's from Le Le...

Thanks gal!

I always ask from her chocolate and biscuits. She is very nice to me.

I liked her alot.

“HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE?”

2007-05-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.

TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.

GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29

You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.

CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.

VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.

LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.

SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.

SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.

CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.

AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.

PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.

Handphone disaster~

2007-05-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

Can you see the damage?

Haiz. My dad just broke his HP. He told me when he broke it, he was heart-broken.

I gave this HP to him as his birthday gift last year (Oct).

Seem like he got another excuse to have a new one for this Fathers' day~

Mission Complete!

2007-05-22T21:42:00.001+08:00

Yes!

I had finished fixing the jigsaw puzzle that was given to me...

I took two nights to finish.

I started yesterday and finished it today!

Look!

Can i hate myself?

2007-05-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

It's complicated.
I was facing the world with a smiling face.
Am i a clown?
Am i just pretend that i'm happy?
Am i really happy?
How can anyone be smiling when deep inside is hurting?

I don understand myself.
I wanted the best for everyone. But i think i had excluded myself.
When can i put myself in again?
I had a lots of question waiting for someone to answer.

I wanted my best to show to the world but everytime it is so hard to face the facts.
What can i actually do?
Can i hate myself?

Kate's BB 1 mth celebration~ 樂樂回來了!!

2007-05-20T23:07:00.001+08:00

樂樂回來了!!

Papa & Grace~

me~

Kit-kat's hse (part 01)
Kit-kat's hse (part 02)

Papa carrying Tian Le... small bb...

"... Ooo~ so sleepy. Why is so many people crowding my hse?"

"... Hmmm, do i look innocent with this expression?"

"... Hey, look @ the bb."

"... Yoz. celebration!"

"... Wow so many gift..."

".. look at the phone. It's same as my office."

"... see the bb's mum so happy..."

Gathering on 19-May~

2007-05-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

What has happened to me?

2007-05-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

I didn't know what has gotta to me this few days...
But i know i will be better next week.
I hope so~
^-^
atease~

Dinner on 18-May with Curtis~

2007-05-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

Having dinner on Fri night (18-May)~

Prepared the key chain for him.

With his name in Japanese - Kaa Ti Su~

He prepared a Jigsaw puzzle for me~

We are like exchange gift in christmas times, haha~

OMG 500 pieces~

Deadline: 10-Jun

First time been to "The Glass House"

[Fish & co]

a glass of H2O~

Ice-cream (Before)

Ice-cream (After)

Curtis~

Me~ cold sia...

Meeting with kristell - 28th Apr

2007-05-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

Another sleepless night~

2007-05-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

What is happening to me?
I couldn't sleep these two night...
I was trying to figure what is going on inside me.

What was left to me in the past was so hurtful that i can't forget.
To me, I cannot let myself to fall on that trick again and it could be even be me thinking too much. Maybe i'm alone. All alone~

How about letting go~
It's easier to say than doing it.
Letting go feeling is the harder thing to do in this world.

Though this incident, I found that it's hard for me to love again.
The once before, was so hurtful and without any reason, disappear from nowhere.
Like it never happen before.
How can anyone be so cruel?
Left without a word.
Am i stupid? naive? innocent?
And now, I couidn't have myself getting the courage to love again.

Because I am afraid to get hurt again.
Everyone recover from wound and pain. They learnt from experience.
But even you recovered, the scars still remind to remember of the unhappiness~
So i don wan to stand into the world again to face the same thing all over again.
Who can be sure whether it's will be a happy ending or a sad one?
But you will also never know if you don take the first step out.
This is complicated. So i was in a midst of nowhere. Where should i go and what i should do?

Let's the nature takes the lead~
atease~

Can i cry?

2007-05-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Just a few minutes ago, I was wondering a lot of questions and this moment, I feel like crying~
Crying for being so indecisive,
crying for being so naive,
crying for being so immature...

I had been having heart pain and headache this few days. I hope that i'm all right~
I think i should be going to see the doctor soon for a checkup.
I do not know what had cause the heart pain. When breathe in, it started to get pain. Is it because i haven get enough sleep? I hope so.
I was once checking for my heart when i was in primary school. But the specialist said i'm all right after checking~ That was the most embarrasses time of my life. ( Don't even want to mention a word on it.)
The headache, i suppose it was cause by the sun in the afternoon when i was out for lunch just outside my company...
No matter what it is, I think that my health was not taken care of and it is my responsible. I should take note of that.
atease~

a day of struggle~

2007-05-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

It's 10pm now~ I sitting right in front of my PC trying to figure something out.

Is it so diffcult to find someone to fill the emptiness in my heart?
or is it i'm afraid to get hurt one more time? Can you imagine the pain that was hurt by your loved ones?
It had been a struggling day for me to figure what i should do.
Right now, ( i didn't know whether i'm okay now) I wish someone can answer my tons of questions. It's very hard for me to accept some facts and i can't just simply turn away and pretend it never happen~
Can anyone teach me how should i response to my heart?

Basically, I do not want to face the fact. I just want to run away~
I cannot handle any stress and I cannot imagine myself to stand in front of everyone with the facts.

This happened to me once and i regretted accepting the fact. So this time round, I might decide to just run away.
Can i do that? Is it fair?
Or am i just thinking too much and make all this up?
atease~

I'm okay, I really am now .Just needed some time, to figure things out ...

2007-05-12T20:35:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true, what they say about you
You couldn't care less about a thing surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from now on...

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come